So yesterday I was feeling kinda down and anxious. Not unusual for a Sunday. Why? I dunno. 🤷🏼♀️
And at one point in the evening I found myself in tears.
I felt worthless. And then I said that out loud, “I feel worthless.”
The sound of those words stung my ears.
Almost immediately, I stopped and said. “Well – that’s a lie.”
And just then, something lit back up inside me – I think sometimes clarity comes with a side of tears.
I remembered, I have things to do.
BIG things.
And I WILL make an impact.
My purpose is to help people become better humans.
If an action doesn’t line up with that, I don’t want to do it.
Waiting for someone, anyone to see my worth doesn’t line up. So forget that!
I am going places.
Fast.
I really believe there is something I am supposed to do. Something BIG.
I am mildly concerned that it’s just a mental illness that has me thinking that – BUT I’ll just stick with the positive side and believe it’s the Spirit of God telling me to keep going.
With. Or without anyone else.
And at one point in the evening I found myself in tears.
I felt worthless. And then I said that out loud, “I feel worthless.”
The sound of those words stung my ears.
Almost immediately, I stopped and said. “Well – that’s a lie.”
And just then, something lit back up inside me – I think sometimes clarity comes with a side of tears.
I remembered, I have things to do.
BIG things.
And I WILL make an impact.
My purpose is to help people become better humans.
If an action doesn’t line up with that, I don’t want to do it.
Waiting for someone, anyone to see my worth doesn’t line up. So forget that!
I am going places.
Fast.
I really believe there is something I am supposed to do. Something BIG.
I am mildly concerned that it’s just a mental illness that has me thinking that – BUT I’ll just stick with the positive side and believe it’s the Spirit of God telling me to keep going.
With. Or without anyone else.